I checked on Bessie today...the beloved hackmatack tree I visit on a regular basis...and she seems happy and healthy.
She's a quirky little tree...with lots of character.

And I do adore her tiny pinecones.

I get a weekly substack post from Claudia Cummings. Today's post was called Happy Right Now, Contentment Amid the Chaos and can be found here.
Claudia pointed out how much time we spend searching for comfort and trying to "get things just so we can relax and be happy." She advocates for having "a deep and abiding love for our lives just as they are. A love of rain as well as sun, a thankfulness for mistakes that teach us how to live, an appreciation for bumps and bruises, and smiles and friendships, all rolled up together in this messy play of life."
I have places and spaces in my life that are always a bit chaotic and messy....and sometimes I get a little frustrated that I can't quite get things under control. But mostly I have come to understand it's just how I roll. Claudia advocates "cultivating contentment amid the chaos, not in spite of it. It offers us so much hope. It's messier, but more beautiful too. And it feels honest, and quite possibly even doable. And so very filled with love."
I do believe that my messy places are filled with love....just as they are. And I'm working on being happy and content amid my chaos.